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Journal Entry: Wed Dec 23, 2009, 1:26 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Drinking: Green tea






Journal!


Well, sad news from Drachorns corner today.. It turns out that having apuppy that is a stubborn breed is a hard thing to have. Due to lack of patience and some dog allergies, I had to sell Sam. I know it is what is better for him, the family that bought him seemed really nice and the mom said she is a stay at home mom so he will never be kenneled during the day and all alone for the day anymore. I know they will take good care of him. Some part of me wanted to keep him, actually a huge part of me wanted to keep him, because I know if I really tried I could have trained him to be a really good dog and he would have listened really well. I am not strong enough though, so I got rid of my loyal companion. I gained $500 from him, but really I lost a lot of money because I put over a thousand into him. it felt like the wrong thing to do, but that is just for my sake. Sure I am crying, and lonely, and now have nothing to do or anyone to worry about, but he has a great family now that will take care of him and love him more than I ever could.
I might be AWOL for a while.. So forgive me if I don't respond to comments

~Drachorn




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Prize- ~japandragon
Tatsumi and Deadra: :star-half::star-empty:

Request: ~Coredeath
~Anthro Dragon: :star-half::star-empty:

Birthday gift: ~EninOfChaos
~Makuto :star-half: :star-empty:

Tattoo Design: ~Kaie13
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Journal Entry: Mon Nov 30, 2009, 5:13 PM






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I thought since it has been so long that I would upload a journal and change that old cry for help. My life has changed a lot in the last month, and I am here to tell you how.

In the beginning of the month, I had my birthday. It was a really great birthday, I got to spend it with My lover, my family, and some family friends. Turning 20 was great, and I am starting to feel my age, but who wants to be as old as they are? Anyways.. Stuff I got was all for something I wasn't getting until the end of the month anyway..

On the 14th we went to a relatives wedding in Puerto Vallarta Mexico, at an all expenses paid resort known as the Royal Decameron. While I was staying there and waiting for the wedding to happen on the Friday, we got to do a lot of things around the city, I got to go to a market and do some bartering, go to another market and barter, swim in the ocean, swim with dolphins and touch a sea lion. All of these things were so much fun and really a great life experience. I made a friend at the resort on the last day I was there and now he doesn't want to talk to me at all anymore, I guess that shows me huh? Anyways, we flew home exactly one week after we got there.. And when I returned I got everything ready for my new addition to the family.. On Tuesday November 24th, I went out of town and bought myself a puppy. I have been saving money on the side from paying my bills and I finally got enough money to buy him. His name is Sam and he is a pure bred Beagle aged at 16 weeks and counting!

On Sunday =Lianaya came over and met him and we got to spend the day together which was really nice since I don't get to see her much anymore =(

I also received news yesterday that my great great auntie Margret suffered a heart attack and passed away. This Aunt would always send me Purdys chocolate for my birthdays.. She would have been 90 in February. That is the same month we are going to have a celebration of her life. RIP Margret, you will be greatly missed <3

Anyways.. Since I found out about Margret I have not been very sociable.. So don't expect to hear from me in a while.. ;;

~Drachorn




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Commission- ~Kaie13
Tattoo- :star-half::star-empty:

Kiriban prize- ~Atlas231
Atlas ref sheet- :star-empty::star-empty:

Trade- *Annubrius
~Pez: :star-empty::star-empty:

Giftart- =Aiyume
~Sky riders: :star-half: :star-empty:

Prize- ~japandragon
Tatsumi and Deadra: :star-half::star-empty:

Request: ~Coredeath
~Anthro Dragon: :star-half::star-empty:

Birthday gift: ~EninOfChaos
~Makuto :star-half: :star-empty:

Tattoo Design: ~Kaie13
:star-empty::star-empty:

Seraphine ref
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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Sam snoring
  • Playing: Banjo Kazooie
  • Drinking: Coke

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Journal Entry: Fri Oct 23, 2009, 11:39 AM






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Hello all of my watchers,
As time goes on, I realize more and more how much everyone in the world needs money to live. There is a saying, Money does not buy happiness. In a lot of cases that is true, because all one needs to be happy is a roof over their head, a person to call their lover, and something of value to call their own. For all but one of those things, as it boils down, you really do need money to have happiness. Money buys us the things we need to be happy. In my case, it is the roof over my head that I need to be able to pay for. Living on your own really brings ideas to the mind that you can not buy everything you want, you have to pay for the things you need with the money you get. While I have known this lesson since before I moved in, I still seem to be short on money. All I spend my money on is gas for my car, my house, my utilities, groceries, and of course, the internet. In my job, I am making about $30-$40 a day, which is not enough at the end of the month. I have parents that love me very much, and they help us when we really need them, but they can not help us forever. My brother just lost his second job which was used to help pay the bills as well, so now we are even shorter on cash. Job hunting has been slow and I have not gotten any phone calls from the places I did apply at. As time goes on and it really all boils down to it, if any of you who read this can spare the money for a commission from me, or know someone who can, please find it in your heart to help a deviant in need.

~Drachorn



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Commission- ~Kaie13
Tattoo- :star-half::star-empty:

Kiriban prize- ~Atlas231
Atlas ref sheet- :star-empty::star-empty:

Trade- *Annubrius
~Pez: :star-empty::star-empty:

Giftart- =Aiyume
~Sky riders: :star-half: :star-empty:

Prize- ~japandragon
Tatsumi and Deadra: :star-half::star-empty:

Request: ~Coredeath
~Anthro Dragon: :star-half::star-empty:

Birthday gift: ~EninOfChaos
~Makuto :star-half: :star-empty:

Tattoo Design: ~Kaie13
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Seraphine ref
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  • Mood: Screwed
  • Listening to: Land Down Under- Men at Work

For the lulz

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 20, 2009, 4:27 PM






Journal!


Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
(x) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (My old hamster ;; )

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking (My brother made me chug a beer.. You just dont do that)

SO FAR: 10

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 18

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 23

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (Yea.. the game called CHEAT xD )
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 28

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 30

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on (More than once :()
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 34

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (We slipped on ice and rear ended someone.. Not that bad)

SO FAR: 37

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 37

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 40

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World (Half-ish XD)
(x) Swam in the ocean (I will mark it down even though for now it isnt true, but I am going to be soon so xD)
(x) Felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 43

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 48

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose (Coffee! Ouch)
(x) Kissed In The Rain (Wasn't all that great :/ I hope to try again sometime :D)

SO FAR: 52

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 56

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (Lolwhut?)

SO FAR: 57

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (xDD A LOOOOOOONG time ago on xbox live xD)
(x) Swam With Dolphins (Again, not yet, but soon)

SO FAR: 59

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube (A popsicle xD)
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (:D I love guy pants and boxers! I will admit it xD)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 62

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (8!)
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about (^^)

SO FAR: 65

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (I dont like scary movies D: )

SO FAR: 68

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have / had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail (Field trip in second grade xD)

SO FAR: 70

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused (:giggle: PUDDING!

SO FAR: 73

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 74

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone (xD I mooned the moon)
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( ) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 76

Level 43
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster (I love them! :D)
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 81

Level 30
(x) Been Used
( ) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 84

Level 31
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on (I rode in my car until it ran out of gas! And with my dad in his van all the time xD)
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 85




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Trade- *Annubrius
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Giftart- =Aiyume
~Sky riders: :star-half: :star-empty:

Prize- ~japandragon
Tatsumi and Deadra: :star-half::star-empty:

Request: ~Coredeath
~Anthro Dragon: :star-half::star-empty:

Birthday gift: ~EninOfChaos
~Makuto :star-half: :star-empty:

Tattoo Design: ~Kaie13
:star-empty::star-empty:

Seraphine ref
:star-empty::star-empty:


Some possible tutorials, and some random arts.





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  • Mood: Annoyed
  • Listening to: My brother play drums... Badly. X_X
  • Watching: Rain fall

A journal to vent

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 20, 2009, 4:09 PM






Journal!

UPDATE!

So it turns out my cousin will be staying with us.. My mom told me she would be more than happy to pay his share of the utility bill, but we still have to buy him food. I think it is unfair, but if there are any problems with him, my mom said she would give up her workout room. Oh well.. :/

I am writing this journal for no purpose other than to vent. Something has happened that made me truly angry and I just need to get it out there to see what everyone else thinks.

The Beginning

Some of my parents friends decided to move to our town from theirs about 8 hours away. Well, their house has not yet sold so they have no money to buy themselves a new house here. My mother said to them, being the nice person she is, "Oh you can live with us until you get a house of your own!" I do not live with my parents and I have my own house so I am totally fine with them moving here, they are fun people and their son is a good friend of mine as well.


The Conflict

I was having dinner with my mom and dad the other night and my mom said to me "I dont want to give up my workout room and if he moves in with me I will have to give it up! He can come live with you for a while!" While I dont live very far from my parents my mother seems to think that this plan is fool proof. And as well, my moms "workout room" Is compiled of a portable treadmill, and a few chairs and stands for sheet music as it is also a music room. First of all, she offered a room that my brother and I NEED to rent out in MY house. If we rent out this spare room, we get slightly lower bills each month, and with our low income and high bills we really need the extra money coming in. The real kicker for me is that my mom took total control of MY house when she has no part what so ever in the bills being paid and told someone they could stay here. The biggest problem now for us will be, he will be eating our food, using our internet, and using our heat during the cold winter months, and he will also probably make messes that I will have to clean up as well as my brothers messes that I already deal with. All because my mom wants to "lower her stress level" when, she should have to deal with it all because SHE offered her friends to stay at HER house. I discussed this issue with my dad before I told my mom I didn't want it. My dad told me "It is your house, ultimately it is your decision what happens." This is the smartest thing I have heard all day. My brother and I discussed it this morning as well, and he highly disagrees with this "generous" offer of my moms. When I was discussing it with my mom not short of an hour ago, she started to get mad with me and asked me to stop talking about it. The thing with my mom is, she is stubborn and when she thinks she is right, she has to be right and she can not be talked out of it. Not by me anyway. When I got back from driving her around, she went in the house and put away her groceries. I went out to the shop with my dad and I told him what mom said. He also disagrees and he said that we will have a family meeting later on about it. But again, this is MY house.. My brother and I pay the bills, and we can not afford to feed another mouth for free. My brother has been talking to a few of his friends and one of them might want to move in, I have a few friends that might be interested in moving in as well. I do not care who lives here, as long as they pay their share and clean up after themselves. As far as my moms friends son, well, I might as well be giving the room to a hobo off of 18th ave.

The Solution?

What do all of you think about this? My brother, my boyfriend and myself all think this to be HIGHLY unfair.
When I have that meeting with my family I will post the results of what will happen.. with luck there will be no outrage in my next journal on this subject..

I have vented long enough.. You didn't even have to read this far..




Art on the Go



Trade- *Annubrius
~Pez: :star-empty::star-empty:

Giftart- =Aiyume
~Sky riders: :star-half: :star-empty:

Prize- ~japandragon
Tatsumi and Deadra: :star-half::star-empty:

Request: ~Coredeath
~Anthro Dragon: :star-half::star-empty:

Birthday gift: ~EninOfChaos
~Makuto :star-half: :star-empty:

Tattoo Design: ~Kaie13
:star-empty::star-empty:

Seraphine ref
:star-empty::star-empty:


Some possible tutorials, and some random arts.





For me




  • Mood: Grumpy
  • Listening to: Take on me- Ah-ha
  • Watching: Snow fall
  • Eating: Gum
  • Drinking: Coke

Journal History

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=Lianaya:iconLianaya:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
Mon Nov 9, 2009, 2:28 PM
*peffy:iconpeffy:
well there goes life *jumps off cliff* IM FLYING XD
Sun Oct 25, 2009, 9:49 AM
*Perforex:iconPerforex:
its ok I just threw the box over the cliff!
Sat Oct 24, 2009, 1:37 PM
*peffy:iconpeffy:
Oh noez =O. Hurry and get it back!
Tue Oct 20, 2009, 8:05 AM
=Drachorn:iconDrachorn:
The chicken D:
Tue Oct 20, 2009, 7:02 AM
*peffy:iconpeffy:
Who did?
Mon Oct 19, 2009, 6:36 PM
=Drachorn:iconDrachorn:
xD Hey, he tried to steal my shoutbox D:
Mon Oct 19, 2009, 1:19 PM
*peffy:iconpeffy:
Hmm thats what the RP here is saying =)
Sun Oct 18, 2009, 5:59 PM
=Drachorn:iconDrachorn:
Drawing, playing video games, working. The usual ^^;
Sun Oct 18, 2009, 5:33 PM
*peffy:iconpeffy:
wutcha doin?
Sun Oct 18, 2009, 1:16 PM
=Drachorn:iconDrachorn:
Hi there!
Sun Oct 18, 2009, 8:54 AM
*peffy:iconpeffy:
hello . . .
Sat Oct 17, 2009, 9:38 PM
*Perforex:iconPerforex:
*snatches the box in all the confusion* FU FU FU FU!
Sat Oct 17, 2009, 2:13 PM
~Atlas231:iconAtlas231:
Oh why is that? You have 2 nice dragons around you! What could possibly happen?
Sat Oct 17, 2009, 10:20 AM
~WIchickenman:iconWIchickenman:
I don't... feel safe.
Tue Oct 13, 2009, 10:22 AM

Marriage? 

42%
28 deviants said Yes!
20%
13 deviants said No one would want to marry me...
12%
8 deviants said No!
9%
6 deviants said I want to.. But I dont have enough money :(
9%
6 deviants said Nah, I want to be single forever!
8%
5 deviants said I am going to die alone..

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